I’ve always wanted to hike the Lake Tahoe mountain range. It’s been a dream of mine to hike the Tahoe Rim Trail. According to the link, it’s considered one of the most scenic hikes in the world, and I can see why. Starting from the Tahoe Meadows Trailhead, the valley views are incredible.
Altitude: 8, 740 feet.
I went alone. I was a little nervous – not about safety, but more about my health. I’ve had a large number of lymph nodes removed due to cancer metastases, and one of the side effects of this (not mentioned in the “happy pink” and “you’re a survivor” positivity ticker tape) is the lifelong risk of permanent arm swelling, cellulitis, risk of cuts, bites, and possibly permanent manual massage and pumping and physical therapy that comes with lymphedema. After my breast cancer surgery, the list of “things to avoid to prevent lymphedema” included: high altitudes, vigorous exercise, pet scratches, dehydration, weight lifting, vigorous and regular movement of the right arm, saunas and hot tubs, and so on. The list was a devastating litany of losses.
The physical therapist told me, “You might want to think of getting rid of your cat. Also, avoid air travel.” More than the cancer, I felt like my life had been taken away. How much more of my body would be carved, how much more to lose? I went home and wept. I hated it all – the cancer, the lost tissue, the loss of activities I loved. Life.
But, as we must do to continue living, I regrouped. Such gratitude to my support group, to include online ladies, a hallelujah chorus of friends, family, writing group, community, my husband and daughter and wonderful colleagues. This pool of support buoyed me, kept me grounded, prompted (and prompts) me to get back out and live.
And so this hike, 6 miles in high thin air, was more than walking. It was a kind of milestone, a kind of fuck you to the limitations of this disease. It’s not the 10 miler I’d hoped, or the full 15-day outback trek I’d dreamed of, but it’s a start. A small victory.
The best, sauciest, crab cakes EVER. With wine and a sweet lake breeze.
4 thoughts on “Solo Tahoe Hike. Bucket List. File Under “Not Dead Yet.””
Good for you Johanna! I’m so proud of you for demonstrating fuck cancer in your life!
I, like you , find my salvation, so to speak, in writing.
KEEP ON KEEPING ON COUSIN!!!🌷💕👍🌈🏃♀️❤️
Love you Nancy! Thank you for the support. Xoxo
Pink Stinks you are BADASS!!! You are showing yourself and the world what Pink “Warrior” means! I’m proud of you!!!
Aww Carol heartfelt thanks! I ended up with some sciatica and a bit of soreness, so maybe that’s the”bad” ass part LOL. And you continue on with your dragon boating lady! I can’t wait to hear the updates. Xo